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About me:

age: 49
gender: female
IQ: 134
educ: all the way
profession: business strategist

depression: since age 8
formal diagnosis: 10 years ago

depression management:
current medication: Paxil
exercise: almost daily 45 minutes
therapy: nothing formal but frequent discussion with closest friends

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